So here's what I was wondering, all things being the same, if you just took the action that you were supposed to take, that you wanted to take, would you still feel the similar kind of pain or depression or anxiety that you're feeling right now? Because I think, no, you know, if we just took the action, given that the circumstances are the same, nothing else changed outside of us, it's the same, the entire world is the same, everything is the same, the situations, the people, circumstances, everything. If I just took the actions that I wanted to take, I think I would've felt a lot, lot better, no depression, nothing, and I might as well have just changed the entire thing in my favor, altered it in my favor, that's just my thought, I would want to draw your attention and your, I would like to know your thoughts on that as well.