Wait, is this who I think it is? Under a totally different name and profile? It's Mama Bear!

Yep, I was an adult the first time I tried Adderall and I was like, man, I should have had this. I should have had this during school. I would have got so much more done.

Sleepy, I actually have to say I think it's good thing your mother chose not to medicate you as a child because Your brain is developing and your brain is so malleable. You can learn how to handle your ADHD tendencies Medication is not good for a developing brain.

When we choose to medicate children without having any research of how the effects of a developing brain will react to these medications, it is happening over knowing that their brains can actually learn and adapt the skills to handle life.

That is completely normal. I hear you just um you feel like it reduces your anxiety to have control over your environment by cleaning, by you know doing something to preoccupy your mind from the uncomfortable.

a certain way, but then I have a tendency where I can't focus, where it's like I also have a learning disorder and mental health issues. So all those things become-

All those things be convened and it be like, which toy? Which one you gonna get today?

And it just honestly depends on my stress level, how well I feel I can control certain things, and just how well I feel I can take care of me in this situation or my family. It just depends.

It sounds like you might have a dual diagnosis, which is actually two or more mental disorders. ADHD and OCD and blah blah blah. It could be two or more.

Now there is no diagnosis for me. It's just sometimes I can just be on it and doing things and sometimes I just get distracted. Like for example, I was trying to watch a movie on Amazon Prime.

I was on Amazon Prime watching a movie and then I was like well I started thinking about I have to redo my resume or I've got someone to redo it, but then I was thinking about that and then I got to redo my LinkedIn and then I was like well let me watch that YouTube video on Cash App Job.

And this woman who did a video on opportunities through Cash App, she does a video on opportunities through Pinterest. She just tells you what remote work is available and how much the salary is going to be and she just breaks down the job opportunity which is really neat.

I hate job searching. I really do. And I hate doing anything with my resume or LinkedIn because I'm just over it. It's just so, I just hate it. And the current job I'm in, I don't want to be there anymore. And now I have to...

Now I have to find another job that will pay me way more, that will give me unlimited PTO, that is fun to do, that is remote work, and because I'm tired of commuting I don't want to commute anymore and I'm more than being a receptionist, okay?

I understand why I took the job because I wanted to focus on entertainment stuff and not have anything stressful. My job currently right now is not stressful. It's just commuting is the problem. I think if I didn't have to commute it'd be okay.

At the end of the day, I'm just ready to move on, and I need to move on to something better that will help me pay off all my debt, and we'll at least get started with the process. And just something better, remote work, just something better and fun.