I mean, that's what I mean. Like, why the fuck you gonna die drowning? I did not want to suffocate. I'd rather just like dip my head in and I don't feel the rest of that shit.

You can probably like finesse it too and like jump in that one time so your entire body get engulfed immediately. That like for sure kill you like one second. One second of like horrible fucking pain but then you dead. I fell up with water. You got to experience every second of it. First you in the water you're like oh shit what do I do? And then you try to breathe because you freak out it's like oh shit I'm losing oxygen. And then the third stage is like oh fuck I'm uh I'm drowning. And then you start losing everything you just fucking die that's it.

All the finesse on that is real because they really thought I was actually going to sit there and drowned