Also this color post is brown which is such a beautiful color because I have a brown girl like I'm not black I don't have multiple that have Matt aren't actually black is kind of weird but they call themselves back and I'm just like y'all this is a weird shit like what are you doing I like are you honestly think you're black like you honestly think you're black like you act like I can take a sharpie out and put it next year's getting you are not black like where are you getting this from you know black apparently where are you getting this from like well seriously like where where did this come from and then I like did research and I found out it came from colonialism and slavery and stuff but then when I talk about slavery and colonialism and the and order whatever so I know you can't say that but it's like dude you are literally using a translation of the N-word in English and using that to empower yourself but it's different is literally the color I didn't we talked about the origins on this app as well and big boy thought he was clever bye Doing me dirty calling me on a panel and I did the research for him and I have been nothing but nice to him because he is hiding behind his fragility right then he called me on a panel I was being I have defended this man by the way defend this man to my detriment calls me in a battle and I provide him with through the etymological standpoint write the breakdown of that word with the origins are he was adamant about no I only want to know what it's like this version of the Bible and I was like OK well OK and he kicked me off and then because I could take the record of fucked me so ridiculous but I am and I'm course I'm saying is in part just write like we can't we can't expect somebody who's columns of black their whole lives not colors I was black but I'm sorry brown sort of even the playing field then you don't have race to hide behind then you and I could meet at the table and talk about our struggles notches your black struggles in my bra