I really hope that you are holding up okay And I hope that you are grieving and I hope it hasn't impacted you too badly I'm trying so hard to keep stable right now because I feel so bad for you I hope you are functioning

Like just remember that if you do so much as even get out of bed that is incredible okay if you are struggling to do things at the moment just know that is not your fault and that it is human and some of us experience that sometimes more than others maybe but that is okay and as long as you are still here I am proud of you

I really hope that you are eating and drinking okay and that you are you're not getting out doing things but if you aren't just know that this this pain the sadness and the struggle you might be going through will not last forever and it will get better

I I just really really hope that you are okay I really hope that you don't become angry and maybe take it out on anyone especially yourself I hope that you are holding up and I would suggest seeing a therapist because that is always helpful in my opinion

Just try your best to get through every day and know that if they were still here your friend would be very proud of you and they would want you to keep going and they will forever be alive through you I hope that helps