Hey it's all me and I feel like another reason why I took a want to take a break from my transition is because everybody's able to transition so easily and then I'm here and not being able to not be able to transition that much and it just feels so sound for me not being able to do that Yes yes if I shave and the hair is going to keep growing back again and again and so tiring it just doesn't feel like I have enough clothes or that I'm doing anything Like I feel like my transitioning is not really going anywhere