So as I look back on my daughter when she was a newborn I I wish I cherished it more I really struggled mentally and now looking back on it I'm like like why do you know if that was part of the easiest stage of her life and that's something I should cherish when I should just a baby There's something that you struggled with his fall this is something that you regret not cherishing more

Was my firstborn yes because she was a very difficult baby and I struggled with postpartum depression with her All she did was cry No matter what I did no matter how much I fed her how much I rocked her

I think I would have loved to share more time with my son when he was younger and actually give him more attention and more affection because now his the attention is split between two him and his sister.

I feel like I missed most of my sons because I dealt with postpartum and then just didn't talk to anybody about it and just dealt with it. But now looking back I feel like I don't remember it as much. So my third and final baby I am trying to remember.