Hey how you feeling tonight I'm feeling pretty fucking awesome that's my bonus baby in the background talking but I am so that's one of his favorite things in the world but let's get into yucky feelings on the nights I guess you could say episode Your feelings yucky feelings and polyamory let me just say that my personal journey with polyamory began as a child I was born into it and then I got a hold of monogamy after I went to public schools I was homeschooled in a home school district situation Mom and I went to public school in the six grade and until I graduate high school and so that's when I got exposed to monogamy as a construct a way of life RV supposed Norm or whatever so for my journey on my participant side versus my spectator sides of spectator child participant adult so I'm a participant side one of the main things that draws me because I am I am what I like to call poly flexible meaning I can be in a monogamous relationship or I can be in a polyamorous relationship So what I have found partly let me get through away with some of this noise but what I have found is my one of my biggest driving forces when it comes to how I navigate my polyamory power polyamory I navigate my polyamory is I am my lifetime case study

And as my lifetime case study I am constantly observing myself and my triggers and my impulses and things like that and one thing about polyamory versus monogamy there's gonna be things that you will learn about yourself