With the trust ever the same I mean did you try to trust him like he before or just never like got back to the point I think so all of that BDSM why do you feel the need to do it

He denied and tried to make it seem like I wasn't providing him with certain things and the funny thing is like I I brushed it off and forgave him, but I was also very young.

Yeah that divorce was supposed to happen then because I'm in a whole relationship you gotta see I'm gonna time I gotta wait for you out my system to even entertain anything else

See at least you're smart a lot of people be like they just jump right in the sun because they're so used to having something but yeah I am I wish I had this when you have because well I'm getting better because the last time I got a relationship it took me a while to get with somebody

Yeah that's basically what I'm saying like I love heart so when I'm in a relationship I'm in it for all the right reasons if they end it in you know it was supposed to but I still can't jump in a relationship right after or even attempt to try to love somebody well with somebody