Ugly though. Why was I born with this ugly genetics? Ugly face and balding hair? Are you kidding me? Like seriously what went wrong during conception of me in the womb? Like what went wrong?

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Well, I don't think everybody is pretty and not ugly. But I'm not the person who you should be asking. I'm just a random stranger guy, random internet stranger. Ask your friends.

Technically speaking, your genetics come from your parents and your grandparents. They can blame all sex with them, I guess.