I respect that and I totally agree but do you think it's a group of people out here that may just don't have time for love at all like they have so much going on just love doesn't fit in at this time?

I do agree that timing is very important. So I just know that like if you really like someone you'll make time. But I do believe that sometimes the timing could just not be the right thing.

I just believe that sometimes the timing is just not the right time. That's what I was trying to say in the last clip.

I don't know whether I will be able to move on in my life or not because all I can say is that I am very broken from inside. Every time I trust people I think that this person is very close to me and that is...

we are like more than friends but it's there's nothing called any commitment or something so I don't know what I'm doing in this situation or what type of relationship

But all I can understand is that I'm sometimes I feel very secure and very happy with this relation whatever you call it but sometimes I feel very lost

So sometimes I feel very lost, very broken from inside and it's really hurting me. So I don't know what I'm still doing here.

Okay so hearing that I think you have so much love to give and I do believe that you are you are able to find that person it may take some patience and time but help you find that one that will love you endlessly.

It's also very important to guard your heart, and this is not meant to put walls up, but it just means that you're able to distinguish the other person's feelings and that you're able to understand if they're returning that love to you.

And if they're not reciprocating that same feeling, maybe you can just simply reflect on how that person makes you feel. Are you feeling the best version of yourself when you're on them or the opposite?

Love doesn't exist. The only thing it exists to do is suffer and suffer after.

Um, I just wanted to say, there seems to be a lot of pain in your voice. I don't know you, it's just the way that you sound. You sound sad. Um, so I-

I just wanted to kind of offer some encouragement and some love because ultimately it's the sadness for me you know and I think you need to get rid of that dude.

I'm not suggesting he's a bad person but first of all you don't know if you're in a relationship Which means you're not And you don't sound happy You know you're clinging to the small moments where it's fun

or the little windows where you feel attended to but you seem mostly unsure which means you should be single and spend some time on loving yourself and putting your energy into yourself. I'm speaking

I'm mostly speaking from experience You have to love yourself first and then you will be sure about giving love to other people Because you will know the love that you require and the love that you deserve and this isn't it babe dump it

Also apologies because I've just assumed it's a man so I apologize for that but whoever this person is dump them and end whatever interactions you're having with them because it's not making you happy.

Yes, you guessed it right. I'm sad and very sad actually. It's really very hard to explain it and I can't even explain it. I can't even move on.

Also, I can't move on because I truly love this person a lot. And I know we don't have any future. And we have...

Actually how shall I explain this? I don't know. We are more than friends. You can say that we are not in a relationship like...

We are not in a relationship like other couples but yes the things which We have between us. It's like just like other couples. Okay But sometimes something's happened and I just got

Like with my boyfriend, we talked about marriage already and stuff like that, but like I'm wanting to wait and I know he's wanting to get his stuff ready to go and stuff, so we're not rushing it. I think we're going to accept the beauty in life.

Okay, I respect your opinion on that, but I want to ask you do you think that all can still be accomplished? I don't believe love is that much of a distraction. I think that everything all of our goals can be met within that relationship.

A lot of people say like oh I want to do this or I want to do that before I get married and I feel like Girl, you can do all that stuff. Look you are blessed anyway having somebody that wants to marry you period girl Do you?