I feel like when I waste away myself I just can't figure out what I'm supposed to do. I got no motives to go further. I had so many excuses in my life to actually go on further. and I am feeling ashamed a lot of those people I know but you know they succeeded and they saw it polished what about me I got no one I am still alone I am still in this country this country I was brought to be I was always wanted to this is still, still can't figure whoever they are thank you introducing my

You don't really need to feel that way, you know, when you're getting old, there's nothing else left to do. At a certain point, you honestly should do whatever the hell you wanted to do in the first place. Whatever you do, you wanted a kid, honestly, there isn't really anything a person can judge you on, because it's your life. You shouldn't really feel hopeless at a certain point when it felt like you did everything when there's millions and millions of things that you can do within your life. Don't forget that, man.