I haven't done this in a while and probably no one will listen but I just wanted to talk about uh spirituality. You know what I'm trying to say and I can't edit these so we're gonna continue um you know uh I guess trying to open your third eye and speaking to your ancestors or guardian angels or you know deities and I don't know I've been kind of like dabbling in witchcraft and uh I guess what's it called when you kind of make things appear in your life like visualization and uh there's other words for it and I can't think off the top of my head but apparently there's a way it's like a cheat code to life as people like to say as um well you know if you do like spells right you can actually get um what you desire to a degree you know um there's limitations to it um and I really want to believe it like I really want to but every time I do like a spell or this or that blah blah blah I feel like it's more of like a placebo effect which you know a result is a result um I don't think it's particularly I don't think I'm that's the word I'm looking for manifesting I don't think I'm manifesting anything or to a degree I am but it's something I've been looking into and I've just got like an aching feeling in the back of my head it's like I'm doing so much research and I'm really looking into the law of like witchcraft and like how ingredients work and I've got this nagging feeling saying Jodie why don't you put your effort into something that is real and that's not to come off as rude or disarming but it's really hard to you know you can't measure magic you know what what

What I was saying is, you can't measure magic. It's solely an independent, personal experience, and surely, you know, by science's rules, that it should be a consistent result with different people in order for it to be an accurate conclusion. And I think it's good to be sceptical because that's how you learn. I don't think it's good to just blindly believe in something because you want it to be right.