I have no friends and it's not because I can't make friends it's just I don't make meaningful connections I make friends with people who in people like I've tried different people not even the same people I normally become friends with and I always end up meeting the shittiest most manipulative toxic people And I ended up leaving their lives like I give them a warning and I tell them how you can't treat me badly and I pour myself into these friendships that never become meaningful or suddenly don't have time to hang out with me again and then I'll call them and I can hear like five of their friends in the background like laughing and talking and she'll be like I'm busy doing college work no one's allowed over but I literally have called her several times and her friends are with her and I'm just excluded every single time So there's that I stop being friends with her because fuck that girl seriously