Okay, okay, okay. If I could go back to the past and tell myself one thing, I don't fucking know. It would either be like, um, it would either be like, I don't fucking know. Don't listen to everyone. Then only trust yourself, or like, just, just like kill yourself, because like, I already want to kill myself, so like, might as well get it over with, right? Oh no, did I just make this a pressing of-