I don't think we really understood what responsibility meant. I think we just wanted to be in control and because we want to control we wanted to accept responsibility. Now I want people to do things, I want people to be responsible and you can't find it.

Instead, as a child, you just be yourself and you have the fear of to be accepted or rejected or not.

And we just magically thought that that would last forever. But then a part of us probably realized it wouldn't. Because once you get like maybe two or three, you go through that, I can do it, Faiz. I want someone else to do it now.

And I only are thinking you know that it would last forever but then we get to the teenage years and we're like I can't wait to be an adult so I don't have to listen to my mom and didn't it it up but I feel like I grew up too fast and I just wanna go back

That's a good one, and I've been listening to almost every single soundbite and no one has mentioned this. That is absolutely true.

Honestly, we weren't humble enough. I said that before in a previous post, but yeah, we were not humble enough. And that was the biggest problem. We didn't realize how good we had it and that adult team would be very, very, very tiring.

And the sad part is we don't even know how to have fun anymore. I did a sound **** on this a few weeks ago. Like do we need a course on how to have fun how to let go how to live in the moment?

This is one that I think we took for granted because bills always come every bump and they never stop.