I promise I'm like not trying to be rude because this has happened to me before like really recently But do not give her a fucking second chance. She's just gonna hurt you again and It's not gonna be pretty. I'm sorry. I'm I feel so bad for you I'm genuinely sorry, but like don't find someone better, and I know you can but just don't do that
I'm sorry for whispering, it's best to go to bed by the time I've gotten super duper quiet, but don't forgive your ex for cheating on you. She cheated on you. There should be no second chances, there should be no forgiveness. She cheated on you. That's... Don't... Do not forgive her for that. Like, oh my goodness. Just doubt. Now.