Yes and it's it's somewhere it's I hit it every single day of my life so maybe got a few

Yeah.

Uncle football nobody break and put them where I do have a breaking point is to the point where you calling me a name

You

I do, but it's really really hard for me to get to that point.

Yes I do and it gets so bad like it makes me I'm like a different person but nobody has seen my breaking point before it's like that's OK well like I have a brain going like it's so bad but it's OK I don't like but I do

Yes but I feel like that is my most vulnerable place that I do not wanna be in so I try not to get to that place

Absolutely heartbreaking playing I think but I'm trying to do too many things and then ask on top of me and I was like I have no time to do the 112 thing on my things to do list and I have no help I think this doesn't get its jess

Of course, doesn't everybody?