If you had a baby by a clown as dude and you know he ain't shit, why would you then go and have another baby? I don't understand that. If the dude's already showing you that he ain't about nothing and he ain't taking care of his kid, Why would you then tell all this stuff about you? I don't want to deal with him no more. You know, I know my words, blah, blah, blah. And then go right back to the same ****** and have another kid by the same ****** so he could not take care of that child either. Like, that just doesn't, that just, it don't make sense to me. And then the same thing when we first, if you got a baby mama and she ain't, she not helping or you know, whatever, or she real toxic or whatever. Why would you then go back and sleep with her again and end up with another baby and have to pay more child support potentially? It just don't make any sense. I don't understand any of it.