I try to only think about that whenever I'm comparing myself to see how much better I got within the last year. I like to focus more on the future or the present so that I can get excited about about the new progress that I'm going to make and the new things that I'm working towards accomplishing.

Of course, and that's why you don't stay stagnant. You just keep moving and keep going keep going keep going you can do it

A lot. I feel like I could be doing more with my life. But more so because I want more for myself. Not because I'm unhappy in the situation I'm in. I think I have a really good thing going for myself right now and I'm enjoying it. but I definitely would like to make more progress.

Yes, and I think I am not doing too well, but I'll figure it out eventually.

I try to say self-aware in my life so that I don't fucking start slacking but I feel like I could be a no lot worse situation I can being fucking present or something I stress about it sometimes about where I am in life but then I fucking realize like I'm still young

Ooh, the time.

Sitting working makes me contemplate and think about a lot of stuff and this is one of the things that I be thinking about while I'm at work And I also contemplate whether to quit or not but at the same time not sure yet

Yeah, definitely. And I think as you get older, you start looking at it more because you realize like retirements coming up and you know what have you accomplished or what are you planning?

I find a lot of to-do lists that I made from months ago and I'm like wow I still haven't done this and I'm still working on it on like the procrastination stuff But I feel like it would kind of be rude to myself to not recognize the growth that I've made over the past few years like I have grown and And yeah, that's my opinion.

Quickly you would stop existing at that moment everyone's life would go on around them the only thing that would take an affect would probably be the people you had influence on it be like a butterfly the butterfly effect do you know somewhere like that but like we just keep going on