Oh yeah man, cheers, thanks for that, not going to take you up on your offer, I find talking to people, they're just so sympathetic and that's cringy to me. I don't need sympathy, I don't need anything from anyone really, it's just what I'd say out there to be fair. I did post it discreetly but I realised using my voice everyone's going to know who the fuck I am, so that's not very discreet, but yeah, cheers.