Can't tell my momma, it makes her worry I'm not suicidal, but sometimes the lines get all blurry I tried to cry, close the blinds Sing hallelujah like two dozen times I tried to pray yesterday, but I didn't know what to say I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up Won't even try cause I'm scared to fuck up Lay in my bed, mm-mm-mm-mm Don't even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take them Try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh