I've already lived through most of the scariest things like being around lots of my close friends dying, I don't know about any health scares but the only thing that really scares me the most nowadays is just upsetting people or letting them down or not being able to pull through for them, not showing up for them, not being able to advocate for somebody. Like, having a best friend that you can't support I guess is the worst thing.

Okay, so there's two instances. This is the real world, like scary. When I found out my mom had small cell lung cancer, it scared me so bad. She was my best friend. You know, we were so close. She was such an amazing woman, and I was pretty young. So that one, we did end up losing her though.

so one more instance was when um i was young i was so young my grandmother had this big huge victorian home and she had like her bedroom and then off of her bedroom was like these french doors and it was like a sitting room um and then that led into like a bathroom and closet and stuff anyway so i was playing around and i went from like the really pretty sitting room into her