It, like, literally feels like the worst thing ever, just, like, yeah, you don't want to do anything, no motivation whatsoever. And even just, like, when you try to do something, even go outside, you just end up crying, and just get annoyed with yourself, you know, for crying and shit. Yeah, it's a lot of pain, you can't just, you know, get over it, it's a lot, like, it feels like death.