I'm not on here much, but I just like really need to talk about my feelings So I'm honestly not really the happiest in my life, I guess I feel like I'm kind of going backwards It's like getting worse again instead of getting better I don't know what to do because I've been thinking about doing a lot of things that could hurt me or other people and I'm honestly trying my best not to act on them, but it's really hard sometimes It just seems like almost impossible