you ever like destroy someone in a game and then you sit there after absolutely making fun of them for like no reason at all like you just completely beat the dog shit out of them and then you're sitting there and you're like what if that person had cancer and you know you didn't mean to destroy them but like you know what if they were just had what if they want to come home from work you know just chill and you completely just obliterated them and now you know they want to kill themselves because I totally just demolish him in the rock league and that's probably exactly how I feel