So much pain builds up deep inside, I try to control it, but the anger builds up deep inside, leads me to explode it, and who got that drink I'm needing, who got that drink I'm feeling, I need that picotine and I ain't even sleeping, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't breathing, I've been trying to hold it down but I ain't