I'm gonna fucking try to get this stuff for my family and friends. This ain't for you, bruh. At that point, I'm probably just gonna get so angry I'm gonna snap and just like blackout. Cause I did it before. Yeah, my nerves are blackout and I do something that I will regret. And I end up in a prison cell. I say, what the, I will kill you? Put you in a hospital? I almost murder you and I can't put this on you.