I never had, thoughts that controlled me, to have something bad, left me so lonely and I want it bad, I want the old me, trying to forget, things that were inside of me, there's a million things, there's a million things that I say, I never knew it, never really knew I felt this way, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it back, trying to take it