Another person that I tap into when I'm feeling down about myself is Barbie. Because I'm not just an Elle Woods, I'm a Barbie. I'm a freaking Barbie doll. I can do it all, like not as much as Barbie does, like she does every single career under the sun. But like I think you get the idea. I do a lot. I'm a Renaissance woman. I work in film, I write, poetry, screenplays, songs, little short stories, I act, I do comedy, I make art, I am an artist and illustrator, I paint her, sculpt her, I bookmaker, I just do it all and I love doing it all. And that's like Barbie, she does it all. like again like Elle Woods my style very Barbie my aesthetic very Barbie just very different and very out there and unapologetic about it and that is such power like that is something that makes me special and unique and amazing and freaking awesome and and I forget that I forget this about myself other people see it and I have to remember that other people see it because they tell me they see it and I have to like remind myself like no people don't dislike me or people don't like think of me as like chop-liver or whatever I mean there are some people who do let's face it there's always gonna be jerks out there but like but the majority of people they do like me and because I'm like a sunshine in rainbows even when I'm feeling down and depressed and cynical and horrible my best friend Tristan he's like no you're a sunshine and rainbows person more than anything to me and I was like wow I forgot because I feel so