So I don't watch really anymore any of the award shows or stuff like that because it got to the point where I just wasn't willing to put myself through those performances that were obviously very satanic. and I mean it was just it was it was obvious very obvious so what is your if you're still watching then remember if you aren't like what is your what was your cutoff moment from watching stuff like that. I don't know if I'm explaining that right but yeah let me know.