Please do not let these boys put something in your head and make you feel like you gotta do something like you got to have sex you gotta do Chinese you got a loser you gotta have a fat ass and stuff like that because I'm telling you from personal experience I do drugs I'm in the water but I didn't lose weight I did try to get thicker I got thicker I guess you could say for those four we're not far I do backing up Megan a day and you know it didn't help because it was for him it wasn't for me so when y'all doing things keep in mind like we are going through our weight loss journey Or your healing journey just remember who is for it is for you do not do things do not act on things for other people do it for yourself because identity you gonna die alone now you may have a relationship you may be married when you die but I don't wanna do you wanna die alone and only person who you wanna look back at and be like oh I'm so proud of myself you know you wanna be proud of yourself you don't and also I want to so you don't regret what you do in life even if you sent or not you know don't regret on that just look back on it and be like oh I learned my lesson well really you should learn your lesson from whatever you send and basically Do you know learn from me and grow for me don't regret anything and blame your self in the water because trust me it doesn't help you and it doesn't help your mental health it doesn't help you physically so you should be more positive keep your head up and just remember you are a queen at the end of the day and this fool