Hey everybody, it's me Paul. I am a 40 year old autistic comedy magician from New England and I'm basically here to tell you that you're being too hard on yourself. You're doing the best that you can if getting up and taking a shower and having a couple coffees the best that you can manage. Just understand you're doing the best that you can. Alright, you're putting too much stress on yourself. And also enjoy that cup of coffee. When I was little, I was told that I wouldn't be able to do what I'm doing by a group of psychologists and therapists. And it took me a long time to really find my voice as a performer. So don't be discouraged if your dreams don't pan out right away. Sometimes it takes time. Your dreams are like a fine wine. They take time to age and get good. Alright well I'm gonna go to work now and I hope you you guys have a great day.