the lyrics here could definitely use some work, uh, but the idea here was like a black man who was trying to be righteous, um you know, not wanting to admit their flaws uh, it would also say that they need a black woman as well but then also wanting to push away a black woman is just like stuck, you know, cause uh, acknowledgement of being a black man by the black woman is one thing but then at the same time, they don't they would never want to admit to it it's a strange person, you know