This actually is so real because I don't really be willing to express everything I'm doing because if I do, I remember like my mama told me that sometimes people can wish on you and be like, okay, well, um, I hope they don't do this. I wish they don't do that. I wish they don't accomplish this and that and what they got going in life. And that's why I don't really show, express my life to people. And then when I do accomplish what I was trying to accomplish, like I reach my goal, then I'm like, okay, I did it.