I was on my way to the show And he finally hit me I don't wanna be here No more, lord come and get me No, I ain't ready to die like a beggie Just wanna jump in my car Feeling like your gas Single fine, out the back I walk into my house with ten thousand I don't see nothing, I don't need no light He don't excite me No more This shit just ain't lightning no mo-o-o-ore I think it's safe to say I finally understand My big brother On why he left his family And why he kept on runnin' That shit can cause insanity when problems keep on coming Plus we come from my structure Nobody gave us nothin', but It's a different story for me It seems I got everything that I ever dreamed But I can't find no peace Say he got everything he wanted Cars, clothes and money, but nobody I can trust in All I gotta question is- Is heaven real? If it's so then why you kept us here