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I mean last year was pretty tough, right now it's pretty tough, but will it be the worst? I'm not sure. I think I'm too young to make this assumption. I'm like 21, so... You know, I think I have to go food life and have worse situations to bring it out. So I'll come back in time machine, tell ya. LOL.
You know the thing is is that you know I believe in God and you know life isn't good for me right now. It's easy to give up, it's easy to push away, but that's kind of the beauty. You go at it now when it's hardest to find the truth in it.
Think of someone who went into the gold rush. It probably took them a hundred trays before they actually found that sweet gold. That's the point about following God, because God is long-suffering. He'll be there with you no matter how long it takes you, but when you do, it's beauty.
But the thing is, when you slack off like I'm doing right now, it's okay to give time to yourself, but understand are you going back to where you were before or are you going back to what is now? Even if you don't believe in the Bible, that's a good analogy to follow in principle.
Because if you truly just do it and stick to it, you're gonna find it. I mean, really, like if you want to stop drinking, you know, forever, don't drink. You know, even if you feel like you have to drink, are you going back to drinking? Are you going back to not drinking?
Well that was the time when I actually understand what is love, what is called bonding, what is soul connection. I actually fallen in love in that period.
And then all I understand is that love is nothing but just a pain and this pain is not that bad or something. It's a very sweet kind of pain. Only a few can.
And for the record, my worst phase would have to be me not being able to learn from anything or anyone. Meaning, I'm wondering why things are going bad and not having a solution for it.
The best phase of my life has been embracing motherhood and you know falling in love with my daughters and being proud of you know the life and these people that I brought into this world.
And the worst phase of my life is when I was a toxic teenager and I had attracted and was maintaining all these toxic relationships with people that were not here for me.
The worst phase of my life was probably when I wasn't honest with myself about what I truly wanted. And the best is currently right now where I am being honest, I am living in my truth and going for what I want.