ok Ahhh I'll tell you now.

I got a line and she's asking that she's not fucking fired keep it a Buck shit ass

My friend, what are you searching for? Some random voices to tell you that you're pretty? First of all, being pretty is only a small slice of the pie when it comes to feeling good and being respected. Do you know who you are? Have you recultivated your character? Could you write 10 things down on a piece of paper that you love about yourself that isn't physical? Can you do that? Because if you can't do that, you're way behind and you're searching in all the wrong places and you're gonna track all the wrong things.