I m a 35 ur old suburban housewife and an addict. A clean one though. in practicing recovery. Im a loyal & loving mom and wife. I live a predictable, sweet, happy life. Im also an ex-con with a pretty dark, felonious past. I drive a 2016 Kia. "Foxy". I live in C.A. and I love knitting, singing, bible studies on the radio....I was one of the Miss Pismo Beach finalists in 2002 when I was a freshman. I was 15. And Anorexic. I didnt win because my mom decided not to take me.... I love my mom, but she really fucked me up as a kid. Living on a 17 acre delapitated ranch house turned meth-lab / druggie kick it spot. We lived like that for years. I was 8....9. 10. 11. 12.... Sometimes I ate the other kids garbage at school. at 12 I was in foster care. Mom had no running water or electricity in the house and tweekers, men mostly, always omnipresent then. I m not like her. I seem normal. I love my N.A. meetings. I want to save the world.